Demons

"..Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide..."



The song portrays pains and flaws

It's too embarrassing how Allah knows the ugly draws

If only I could make all of those mistakes deleted by a single pause

And somehow it's not about someone else from mars

It's about me, running around covering scars

Too near inside,no dear it's not that far as stars



Veiled and concealed

Struggle to get them protected

If sins can be counted

I don't deserve to be this blessed

Everything masked mostly messed

And I'm scared



I don't care if it's now or in the past

My mistakes are enormously vast

Limits and boundaries I've trespassed

When this thankless sinner was about to rust

Drowned inside the bloody broken trust

I cried again, hoping your Forgiveness still last

Easily impressed : me

 Just like a small kid who've been offered with a big round curve thing smelted in rainbow colouring-called lollipop.The next day you'll find out she believes in whatever you say.That's me.

 Little deeds can make me nervous

Small smiles can make my vessels vibrate

Scant compliments may make my cheek blush

Few attentions can make my mood cherish

Slight jokes can make my smile last longer 

Little helps can make me believe in you

Slow voices can make my heart craves for more

One simple question that show you care can make my day

Chirpy greetings can make my feelings at ease

Noticing my changings can make my soul jump

Seconds from some joyful moments can make my mind glee

Small offerings can turn my dead expression into life

Seldom worries on your face can me want to hug you and say thank you

A little bit curiosity in your talking can make my spirits boost

Minutes from time spending with you can make me feel day is too short

Listening what's on your mind feels like reading a magnificent fact in encyclopedia

Little willing on you behalf can make my senses go unsteady

Indescribable way you butter me up can make my cloudy days sunny

Some random supports can make me feels stronger

The way you watching me can make my behaviors gone unpredicted

A little bit of treats can enhance my affections

Few meaningful gestures can make me translate them in different ways

Okay i think i need my lunchbox right now.