You are amazing

It takes one night. At least it wasn't for any exact occasion. But i feel like doing it.

To Mum with love,

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 Somehow i feel like to show the world,how you're the best. Your fingers fit the empty spaces between my fingers perfectly.

Sometimes I miss your nags and whines,at least that proven how your life is messy and unpredicted which makes me see how hard to be a diligent woman.

Back to the basic,somehow she can drives me crazy.

Alhamdulillah

The invisible tie that seems to connect us diminished.Poof!

There's no longer over protecting gestures-shield from your glares. At least,I'd feel free. Free to smile and laugh naturally.Free to dance on the spacious floor on my own.


Because there's no more you.You who examine all my steps.You who tell me to behave just by laying your eyes on me. You who make me damned nervous waiting for your approve nods. You who can control my body with your minds. You who make me lose my appetite. You who fill my dreams with utter nightmare (and waking up shouting your name). You who make my eyes secretly ogle onto you.    You who drove me dolorous when hearing any ballad lyrics. You who make me gone crazy.


You're the one who'd done it first.No.It was you.Obviously it was YOU. Only Allah knows how I manage to stay phlegmatic and motionless in your presence. When my heart is tumbling and rebelling.

The rest,is history.

Feel like flying and feel the hushed wind slamming my face gayly. They were all gone. For good I hope.



Thank you for telling me those,Allah. You knew how my soul fought so badly and how does it feel like winning after all these ups and downs. You whisper me your love.Thank you, thank you Allah.