Because i'm a woman Muslim

Because i'm a woman Muslim

I can't just slip out what's on my mind. Because Islam taught me words have their own boundaries within. Because most of the time,my evil appetency speak up my brain, so I can't just let it control my language. Instead i'm the one who've got to guide my words genuinely. Because i'm the king.

Because i'm a woman Muslim

I can't just dash out my feelings so the whole world to know. No. That's not what i learned from Islam. Facebook and blogger even any website isn't a medium for me to scribble out what's inside my heart. 

Because not everyday is perfect for me. Islam within it have it's own rules for me to obey.

Because i'm a woman Muslim

Because i can't manage to be one of the slanders that the world point out their fingers how Islam actually not the best religion. when people (non-Muslim) say: "Oh come on! Just take a look how Muslims behave these days. They're not that great and holy after all !"

Because i'm a woman Muslim

Not every part of me i can expose to the outsider. May they be the person i like the most,but Islam have it's own limit. What's inside my veil symbolize most pieces of mine you just can't have it. Only the one who deserve our gentleness and loveliness. Because woman is so delicate to begin with. That's how Islam treasure me and us women of the Earth.

Because i'm a woman Muslim

You can't toy me around like a barbie doll.When we choose to be"priceless" ,you must respect our principe. Because i'm not just a typical girl,i'm a Muslimah. I have my own religion to obey,not just written on my i/d card. 

Because i'm a woman Muslim

You can't talk bad about me behind your back. Because we,women of Islams,hold our integrity onto the holy religion. Even we do mistakes, you men of Islam should advise us. Because we're brothers and sisters. Don't we have the same religion and God?

Because i'm a woman Muslim

I can't just agree in following your steps. Sometimes you forgot,me too,have my own bounds that Islam prevent.I can't just simply hang out here and there and wear the so-called fashionable clothes in order to have fun.At times,i have to refuse because Islam have their own identity behold my entire life. 

Because i'm a woman Muslim

My life revolves around Islam. Not Islam revolves around my life. I've been provoked to live the life separating between religion and daily chores. But, I HAVE MY OWN WILL TO CHOOSE HOW MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND WHAT. I CHOSE ISLAM,because i'm a woman of Islam

Endless songs

It perks you heart and mind when such soothing sounds flowing inside your ears 

Your heartbeat seemed to follow the rhythm 

So pleasant it does create an imaginary world for you 

They blend you into the feelings and bring you through the whole story of the singer 

As though the contentment reach for your fulfillments

And apparently you hope it lasts and repeated.

Feels the melodies

Allow the joyous cadence

Jump and slowly dance

So fast and hyper

With your soul touching the sky

Close your eyes

When the fingers can touch the rainbow

You'll see the brighter day

But,hey..they do end,rite?

The spacious shallowness you thought you erased would reappear. Sooner or later.

Because there'll always be the sad songs. 

Pianist and violinist 

-How they do their instruments so perfectly

When your heart flinches along with the sorrow breezes.It aches very much 

How you have to endure it alone in an empty room left by no mankind 

How much you hate them,you just incapable to switch them off

Wait and wait for them.Wait till the end

When the journey through the sounds are long enough to make the pain insanely grow

Please,just stay stand a lil longer

Don't loose your grip

All the unpleasant humming 

Even the air are so suffocating

When tears are just priceless

Misery filled up the entire moment

But sooner or later

The songs will end their death-march 

Definitely,

Definitely

And they too,,will end :)

Nothing last forever

Prepare for the next,they might be white,they might be black.

Wake up and face the tomorrow. Dreams may be endless,but there's no such things like endless songs.

How life works

    Running following the flow
    Many turn their heads back to recall
    What they name as 'memories'
    Like the river unstoppably mute
    I can't help but forced
    Unmistakably done anything to reach the pelf of the world
    Imitating how others do
  

    Somehow seemed satisfying
    But for those who tend to ponder
    They're just not more than the hellish unfulfilled promises
    Their strings of words
    Could be twisted and turned to fit
    With the trashes they'd dreamed up
  

    That's how life works
    Don't say never
    When every time you chase them
    You'd feel terribly tired
    Sure do they're spellbound
    Undeniably amazing and catchy
    But please do keep in mind
    Fortune and luck are certainly one of the swindles
    Made you forget all of them would end soon
    And before you can remember
    You'd be there for the everlasting land
    Return alone empty-handed
    It's rather the most regretting moment
  

    Because you keep chasing for world to recognize you
    Drown in the sea of false
    Which you tough never-endingly content
    Fame for the livings upon the Earth
    Wake up my dear
    Please wake up
    Because these how world works

She seems like a shadow

Tonight is dark
Just like yesterday
Even she had trough the day
She can't see the sun whole-heartedly
 


 Wondering what's behind the veil
Because she'd trapped for so long
In the room of unseen forecast
She's dying to lose



But deep in the core
She's been waiting
Nor for the prince or knight
But the endless hopes and shines



Who knows that the waiting is far behind of reach
She's not simply aging
When no one ever saw how she smiled
Because none tried to open the door



She had been introduced to stars and sun
But nobody hold her hands
 To let her feel them for herself
But she believes every single day that moment would arrive



Often people knocked the door
Once she opened it,they left
And for what reason
She always blame herself



They come and go
But never willing to enter the room
Because the place is so plain
Somehow they can't see the happiness once they left footsteps in it



If they ever see the smile
She is the perfect gift
For whom that brave enough gambling to reach her heart
Because there's only one reason



She's the shadow under the moonlight
When they held their head up high
Just to make the moon recognize them
Without realizing she'd just been there,
Under the tremendous charm

Love letter

In the name of Allah,the most gracious the most merciful

Dear Madihah,

You,must love each other any from your clan,entire humans

Be,you like the Sun who never choose to whom will it shines for

Because you've been created by the Ar Rahman,the Most Gracious.

He who never-endingly spills us His blessings every single night and day

He,who owns the graciousness most perfectly,flows the kindliness without any further exception

May you know my dear,if you could gather the loves He gave you on the whole,and what might be true,that's only one part of His blessing,though He kept 99 parts more close to Him.

Then,that's really showed you how immense His love for you,shines without cease.

So as for you dear,light up your care and kindliness for each among yourselves sincerely.

Dear Madihah,

Love your parents,family,friends and your brothers and sisters of Islam as a must.Love them as much as you love for yourself.

Because how our Creator is Ar Rahim,the Most Merciful for the moment you've heard the whispers of care and love,in your mind you must be thinking how this world've been created for us Muslims to spread the good deeds.

Shall you my dear,imitate the way He flows the mercy for His creation.

Dear Madihah,

Every time you starts your chore,you've been taugh to utter Ar Rahman, Ar Rahim.

 For sure,there'll be no other reason except for your heart may be filled with love and graciousness.

Then,show your mercy and graciousness with good deeds and speaking to all the people who surrounds you.You shall always longing for His love.May your life filled with kindness ;D

That's why my dear,love and obey with the thought of merciful,

spreads the kindliness for the thought of graciousness.Then,there you shall be the king, king of your mind and soul.

In order becoming the king,you shall never forget to be the one with the pure heart.

The one who wouldn't own any importance except obeying Him.

Because somehow nevertheless you've been created by Al Quddus,the Most Holy.

For the moment you was born,how your heart was so pure,because the sanctity of your soul was created by the Most Holy.

Then,my dear,constantly you must listen for the whispers of holiness in your heart that'll soon shall purify your heart,mind and soul.

Alphabets that I spell L.O.V.E

Okay.Okay. Let's get this straight,,okay?

Yes.No.

I'm embarrassed..because who knew that it might...

Oh shut my mind up,anyone please?

A lil' confession isn't a crime,rite?

I'm guilty,I'd lie if i said i don't care.

You always there when i thought i'm the one left alone in this suffocating world.

You can read my mind without our eyes meet after all,wow that's impressive :D

You always pampers me althought i might done something wrong.

You always make me believe there's always a brand new start whenever i'm felling like okay-the-counter's-closed-so-why-don't-we-go-back-home kinda stuff.

You always turns my mood into easy breezy laughter whenever i'm bored.

Without you ever realize you perks me up.

You gave me pithy ideas when all the matters seemed to create big pressure against my will.

You always seemed to notice every time my heart said something plaintive.

You treat me by your heart.

Not look nor popularity is all that matters.

You somehow spread the plague of happiness inside my soul.

You can tell how sometimes my face turns out red in blushed even i'm phlegmatic,i'm sure i am

You calms me down when i'm petrified.

You respect and love me for who i am.

Sorry for my shortcomings.

Sorry for my imperfection.

Sorry for my rudeness.

Sorry for my loser's words.

Thank you,thank you and thank you Allah.

For sending them to me,which i can call them FRIENDS

We being crazy together,we laugh together,we quarrel together,and we being stupid together.

You are all cute and sweet.

Say,Alhamdullilah.

May Allah bessed you and us.

ILY . ALL of you

Cadence

Those fingers are dancing on the piano

I know that song

But my mind can't read through the lyrics

Together my heart and you fingers tacit

Threadbare hope keep singing in my verse

Sweeps away the nervous

When the lights gone out

We'll be walk the different path

Again

Big Apple-ey

Hey little yummy yoo

Colorful top among the sprinkles

Hey little cutie 

You make my day gay

Hey little softies

My little tummy tuned

Hey little doughnuts

I can't stop munching

Melody for you

Melody

Today it's melodious

By the meantime i'm waiting

Waiting for a breathless dawn

Merry me,little birds

I love the way you tune it

Don't stop at the halfway

I'm still waiting for our sake

Appear as well 
As a magic
And what awaits as destiny
May it be born and last