Demons

"..Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide..."



The song portrays pains and flaws

It's too embarrassing how Allah knows the ugly draws

If only I could make all of those mistakes deleted by a single pause

And somehow it's not about someone else from mars

It's about me, running around covering scars

Too near inside,no dear it's not that far as stars



Veiled and concealed

Struggle to get them protected

If sins can be counted

I don't deserve to be this blessed

Everything masked mostly messed

And I'm scared



I don't care if it's now or in the past

My mistakes are enormously vast

Limits and boundaries I've trespassed

When this thankless sinner was about to rust

Drowned inside the bloody broken trust

I cried again, hoping your Forgiveness still last

Perhaps, I just miss you

I think it's time for me to rekindle this blog.

I miss to spill anything what is meaningful to me.

As for myself today might remind the 'me' of tomorrows

Like how I used to be reminded by my beauty souls of yesterday

There's so much to share

There's so much things happened

There's so much to rant on

I miss you, dear blog.